Pilgrims' Progress #2: Packing and Prep

Today, my guest blogger and seasoned hiker, Tess, will be informing us about the packing process and the importance of limiting the weight of your pack.  Prepare to be amazed.

With less than five days until the departure for Europe and the Camino de Santiago, packing is in full swing at the Haverkamp house. With careful planning, we will reduce our worldly possessions for the next month to just over ten pounds carried in a pack on our back. As I have told people about the trip over the past few months, I have gotten responses ranging from hidden horror to unbridled excitement. Personally, I think the Camino will be freeing. Life always becomes simple on the trail. You don’t have anything to weigh you down, both metaphorically and physically. This is the concept behind a pilgrimage: you aren’t worn down by patterns and possessions of everyday life. You simply have to walk. And, as you walk, you can follow thoughts through to completion, uninterrupted by deadlines and to-do lists. You can simply be.

Now that we have the deep touchy-feely “I’m going on a pilgrimage” introduction out of the way, we can get down to the practical implications of such a trip. The process of packing can be quite complicated. Daily essentials must be paired down to the bare bones. As a rule of thumb, a peregrino (pilgrim) should only carry about ten percent of his total body weight. Fortunately, the albergues (pilgrims’ hostels) we will stay in along the way provide basic accommodations: a bed with a mattress (and sometimes a pillow), a shower, a sink, and the occasional meal and laundry facilities. So, unlike the wilderness backpacking trips we’ve endeavored in the past, this trip will not require tents, sleeping pads, stoves, shelf-stable meals, or water purification devices. Formerly, we would have called it “luxury camping”. We’ll see how luxurious we feel after a month on the trail.

Nevertheless, packing for the Camino is different than the other trips we have undertaken in the past. In an attempt to achieve to a light pack, the last week has consisted of the meticulous evaluation and weighing of every item in our pack, and ultimately, the creation an Excel packing spreadsheet (click here to see mine). This way, we can see which items are worth their weight, and which are better left behind. As a wise man once said, “ounces add up to pounds”. In theory this sounds great. But, soon you reach the backpacking-geek stage where you begin to question whether or not you should add in a third pair of underwear because they weigh a whole ounce. In fact, sometimes the desire to cut weight can result in some pretty desperate measures. Say, for example, that you thought you could bypass the weight of a razor by using this great hair removal technique you saw on Pinterest. This is purely hypothetical, of course. But, just in case you do ever decide to try sugaring, simply be aware that it may a) only work on about 50% of the hair, and b) cause a rift between you and your sister, who volunteered her legs for your new esthetician practice and ended up with large patches of irritation for the next three days. The moral of the story? Go ahead and bring that disposable razor. It only weighs two tenths of an ounce. It is probably worth it. Just don’t tell the ultralight backpackers I told you that. Oh, and don’t try to sugar your legs. I sure didn’t.

Now that we got that out of the way, here is my final packing list. I think it’s pretty swell. It isn’t “ultralight”; in fact I included some items that weren’t completely necessary. In total, my pack will weigh in right around ten pounds without consumables (that is, food and water) or the clothes on my back. All in all, I expect it to be right around twelve pounds. Take a look at the picture below and the spreadsheet listed above for a more detailed explanation on each item.

·       GossamerGear Gorilla Ultralight Pack (Not Pictured): A good pack is essential. You don’t want to be carrying a heavy or ill-fitting bag for a month. I’ll also be lining my pack with a garbage bag for rain protection.

·       Sleeping Bag: The albergues will provide a mattress for us peregrinos, but no bedding. Although my bag’s 15°F rating is a little warmer than I would like (a 30°F would be ideal), it’s what I had.

·       Pillow Case: I considered bringing a camp pillow (pictured below), but after some reading and consideration, decided that bringing a pillowcase would suffice, since many albergues will provide pillows. For those that don’t, I’ll simply fill up my clothing stuff sack and use it as a pillow.

·       Passport, Credential del Peregrino, Alternate Identification, Cash: I plan to store these important documents in a waterproof bag and to keep it on my person at all times. While my passport and identification shouldn’t be too important while on the trail, the credential, and the stamps I accumulate at albergues will be used to chart and verify my  Camino once I reach Santiago de Compostela.

·       Nalgene Plastic Liter Bottle: Clean, cold, and potable water is available in almost every town, so it isn’t necessary to carry much more than a single bottle.

·       Small Notebook and Pen: Useful for keeping thoughts, memories, and contacts.

·       Headlamp: Useful for early morning or late evening walking.

·       Phone with Charger, Converter, and Headphones: While I will be turning off my service during the walk, a phone can be used for its camera, flashlight, Kindle books, podcasts, and music (all downloaded prior to leaving). Again, I will store in a plastic bag for rain protection.

·       SauconyTrail Running Shoes (Not Pictured): Good shoes are another essential item.  I choose trail running shoes because they are light and breathable, but also sturdy. I have been careful to break them in during a number of training hikes leading up to the Camino.

·       Rain Jacket: Nothing is worse than being cold and wet all day. I’ll also be using my lightweight jacket as a warm layer on chilly mornings.

·       Wool Long Sleeve Jacket: Wool is an amazing material; you’ll see it mentioned a couple other times on my list. It is warm, light, and clean-smelling (even after multiple uses). This lightweight jacket will act as a second long-sleeve layer.

·       Two Short Sleeve Shirts: I plan to alternate shirts each day, washing the dirty shirt (in the sink) at night , and allowing it to dry before the following evening. I am bringing one dri-fit polyester shirt and one lightweight wool shirt.

·       Two Bottoms: I chose to bring running shorts and knee pants, due to their weight and comfort, but hiking pants would also be a good choice. Again, I plan to alternate wearing each pair and wash at night.

·       Three Pairs Socks: Next to shoes and a pack, socks are arguably the most important item you will bring. So, choose high quality and comfortable pairs. I will be taking two pairs of Smart Wool hiking socks and one pair of Brooks running socks.

·       Underwear & Sports Bras (Not Pictured): I brought three pairs of underwear and two sports bras. Again, I will alternate washing and wearing each item.  Be sure to choose high quality and comfortable pairs.

·       Maxi Skirt: Although this is not a necessary item, I plan to wear it, along with a basic cotton t-shirt in the evenings, and whenever else I don’t want to look like a grungy hiker. I will also be wearing it on the plane and before the Camino during our four-day stint in Rome.

·       Flip Flops: After all day in hiking shoes, my feet need a break. In addition, I will be wearing these in Rome and in any particularly fungi-ridden albergue showers.

·       Wide Brim Hat (Not Pictured): Great for widespread sun protection. Will also help locals label me as a hiker and a tourist.

·       Buff HeadWrap: If you don’t know about Buff headwear, you should. Buff is a seamless tube of quick drying fabric that can be worn in a variety of ways; it is the “multi-tasking bandana”. I most often use my Buff as a head wrap, but it can also be worn over the neck as a sun guard, around the head and ears as a hood, or under a hat as a moisture-wicking liner.

·       Stuff Sack (Not Pictured): Pretty self-explanatory. Stuff all your clothes inside. Stuff it inside your pack. Say goodbye to wrinkle-free clothing. I opted for a waterproof version.

·       Small Towel: Use after showering. I chose to bring a small, light, and quick-drying brand, the Norwex sport towel.

·       Toiletries in Mesh Bag: The possibilities here are endless. Bring small amounts of whatever you need for a very basic daily routine, as supplies can always be replenished along the trail. I plan on bringing a washcloth, an oil blend (I use this as a face cleanser & moisturizer), deodorant, a contact case and saline, a toothbrush and toothpaste, a disposable razor, hair elastics, sunscreen, lip balm, ear plugs (for loud nights and snorers in albergues), a basic first aid kit (Band-Aids, ibuprofen, Imodium, antihistamines , and antibiotic cream) and travel tissues (for portable toilet paper).

·       Dr.Bronner’s Bar Soap: This versatile castile soap can be used for shampoo, soap, laundry detergent, shaving cream, and even toothpaste (although I can’t stand the soapy taste and will be bringing toothpaste). I am bringing half of a peppermint-scented bar, and storing it in a small plastic container.

·       Repairs Box: Useful for gear and clothing repairs, as well as packing, and blister management. I will include four safety pins, two rubber bands, a small length of duct tape, and a needle and thread.

·       Snacks: Although we will buy most of our meals and snacks along the way, I decided to include a few “emergency snacks” for when I get, as my brother puts it, “scary hungry”. I will bring four cliff bars and a small bag of dried fruit (not pictured).

Happy Packing and a Buen Camino to all!

Pilgrims' Progress #1: History of the Camino

Many of you have asked about our upcoming trip to hike the Camino de Santiago and, since I can’t talk to all of you before our big adventure, I thought I would write a series of blogs about it.  Enjoy!  Don’t forget to check in during our trip for photos and updates of our pilgrimage.

On June 1, 2014, five of the six Haverkamps (Luke will be leading a mission trip to East Asia all summer) will set out on an adventure to hike the Camino de Santiago, or The Way of Saint James, in northern Spain.  This nearly 500-mile ancient “pilgrimage” gets its name from the apostle James in the Bible. At the end of this long journey lies the Cathedral of Santiago de Compostela. This cathedral is rumored to be James' burial place.  According to Wikipedia, legend states “the apostle Saint James the Great brought Christianity to the Celts in the Iberian Peninsula. In 44 AD he was beheaded in Jerusalem. His remains were later brought back to Galicia, Spain. Following Roman persecutions of Spanish Christians, his tomb was abandoned in the 3rd century. According to legend, this tomb was rediscovered in 814 AD by the hermit Pelagius, after he witnessed strange lights in the night sky.”  The Camino was one of the most important pilgrimages during medieval times (together with Rome and Jerusalem) and one on which a plenary indulgence could be earned (which means that by completing at least the last 100 km, one’s sins could be forgiven).  Although we know this to be false since only Jesus alone can redeem us, Tess has been having a grand time deciding what she would do if that were really true.  I’m not even going to go there. 

Here is what our route will look like:

We will be starting at the border of France at St Jean Pied de Port.  This French market town is hidden away in the Pyrenees Mountains, which means the first day of our journey will look like this:

Have I ever told you how much I hate don't care for mountains?

As you can see, we will be climbing, climbing, climbing—about 1400 meters up (I don't know how to convert that.  I just know it will hurt), before we start heading down to our hostel for the night.  Day one will be about a 14 mile day. Ugh.  Speaking of hostels, we will be staying in them each night of our trip.  In Spain, these shared sleeping quarters are called “albergues” and usually consist of multiple bunk beds in a big room (can you say earplugs?) with shared bathroom and kitchen facilities. Sometimes these albergues are privately owned, some are in churches, old school buildings, or community buildings.  Most will have hot showers where we can wash our smelly selves and our laundry. We will all be very happy about this.

A picture of a typical albergue

Since we will be walking an ancient pilgrimage, we will be called “pilgrims” and will need to carry a pilgrim’s passport (or credential, see below) which we have already ordered and received. These credentials will be stamped at the hostels or alberques that we stay in each evening.  We can also get stamps at churches or cathedrals along the route.  If we each finish at least the last 100K (62 miles) of the Camino (which ends in Compostela, Spain), we will receive a Compostela, which is a certificate of accomplishment given to pilgrims on completing the Way.  Fun stuff.

 The Haverkamps are slightly geeky (see my excel spread sheet here) when it comes to planning these types of trips because we have to pack very efficiently and minimally to have successful adventures.  Since we know that ounces add up to pounds and pounds add up to exhaustion, and since we also know that we will be walking between 8-10 hours everyday for nearly a month, we have decided to go as lightweight as possible with our packs at or under 10% of our bodyweights. We have also been wearing, and hiking in, our chosen packs, clothes and boots/shoes so we can pre-experience our intended hike.  On many of those practice hikes, we have taken Neo, which is a true miracle and unexpected privilege for him because he almost died the last time we took him with us. I’m sure those who have seen us time and time again assume that we are “that homeless family” since we are carrying large backpacks on city trails.  Tess will be posting tomorrow to fill you in on the packing/prep portion of our trip.

Because we will only have a little over three weeks on the trail (We will be spending the first 5 days of our trip in Rome, Italy, celebrating our 25^th wedding anniversary--yea! Remember when I said marriage was like a really long hike? What a great commemoration, huh?)--we will be probably complete about 350 miles, taking a bus or train to gain some distance mid-way. If we were superhuman, we could probably complete it in that amount of time (it takes most folks at least 33 days), but, since we are not, and since we want to sleep and visit a few of the relics along the way, we will probably cover between 12-18 miles per day. This means that we will do part of the beginning of the Camino and part of the end—leaving out a portion in the middle.  Cause, remember, we can’t get our sins removed unless we complete the last 100km of the route. 

Some of you have also asked if I know Spanish.  The answer is no, but I am taking along my interpreters (my own personal Ames High Spanish students) who have had at least 10 years of Spanish combined! Bueno! Since we will be passing through small Spanish towns and villages every two to three hours each day, it will be important to know some of the local dialect since many in rural Spain speak no English. 

Good thing the way markers are pictures.  I can read those.

 That about wraps up the nutshell history lesson of the famous Camino pilgrimage.  We are excited to step away from the trappings of our lives here and get lost on our walk to Compostella.  Leave me a comment with questions that you have and we will try to address them in future Pilgrim’s Progress Posts. 

Buen Camino!

Sacred History

Hey y’all.  It’s already May and I have been busy. I know it’s been awhile since I have written here, but I have been thinking about things and something I have been thinking about today is the sacredness of marriage.  On Mother’s Day, most of us evaluate our mothering; we hope we have been good role models by serving our kids and taking care of them; we hope that they will grow up to be respectable adults and appreciate us even more some day.  But after 25 years of marriage, and raising three of our four kids to adulthood, I have determined that rumination on such matters is not the most important factor in being a good mom.  The most important factor, for those of us blessed with a husband, is what kind of marriage we have modeled. 

Few talk about marriage on Mother’s Day but I think it’s important because it’s key.  Here’s why: 

• ·      When Brent and I persevere in our marriage, we are showing our kids how to endure.  In his book, Sacred Marriage, Gary Thomas explains it this way, “Building a sacred history together teaches us to be persistent in doing good, even when we want to do something else.  This commitment to perseverance teaches us the basic Christian discipline of self-denial.”  We live in a nation of quitters.  We, as couples, need to model stick-to-itiveness to our kids.  Reconciliation, forgiveness, and humility all show our kids that Haverkamps finish what they start—that includes marriage.
• ·      When Brent and I have an eternal outlook, rather than a temporary one, our kids understand what we value highly.  If we deal with difficult situations and bruised egos with grace, we demonstrate that we believe God’s design is best—even better than our own comfort.  If we have this view—the eternal one rather than the short, “now” view, our kids learn that sticking with marriage makes much more sense than destroying the family to gain quick and easy relief. 
• ·      Choosing to value the marriage relationship, we’ve found, even when you don’t feel “in love” is so crucial to your kids’ futures.  Here’s an analogy that we can relate to since we are a hiking family.  Maybe you will understand.  Marriage is kind of like a really long walk—together.  Sometimes that walk is exciting and fun—carefree, effortless--and sometimes it gets tedious, tiring, boring—and you want to give up.  But just as in hiking, you can’t give up because you have chosen a campsite and you have to keep going to get there.  No other viable options exist because, even though it would feel good to stop right on the trail and take the load off of your back, stopping would mean only temporary relief.  By nightfall, you will be wishing for a place to retire and a river to replenish your water supply.  So, you just keep hiking until you hear the sound of a rushing river and see a flat spot to lay your tent.  In hiking, it’s all about the shared sufferings and surprises of the trip.  It’s usually way more fun to talk about afterward because you survived together.  Kind of like marriage, don’t ya think? 

So, I guess what I am saying to all you moms out there is, be a disciple of Jesus first and love Him enough to do what He says.  Then be a great wife to your husband, even if it takes lots of energy and the walk seems long and you feel like your pack is heavier than his; work at being a servant to him—this is how Jesus lived—and be interested in his journey too--not just your own.  Then, finally, work at being the best mom you can be to your kiddos by serving them also, and find joy in being needed.  And tell those same kiddos your story; the story about the sacred history that you are creating with their daddy.  And choose to keep creating that very sacred story day after day after day. 

 I think this is the way to become a great mom.

Happy Mother’s Day!

Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen, since what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.

2 Corinthians 4:16-18

Good Sam Motorcycle Man

Hey Y'all.  I've been noticeably absent from the blog front lately...actually from all social media.  I have loved this time away but thought I would check in with all of you by posting some things I have been working on in other venues.  My post today was an assignment for study called "Grasping God's Word" that I have been taking with many others at my church.  After reading the story of The Good Samaritan (Luke 10:30-35), we were given the task of trying to "contemporize the parable by writing a story of our own that retells the original story so that the effect on the contemporary audience is equivalent to the effect on the original audience".  

Here is my attempt at a modern day Good Samaritan Parable...

He sits there everyday, holding his tattered cardboard sign, wishing for a miracle.  His military-issue jacket now shows part of his elbow; his beard is stained with tobacco juice—or is that liquor?  His handwritten “will work for food” banner easily shows every passer-by his failure to maintain “decency”; his missing appendage makes them avert their eyes. 

Now he sits in the drizzle, believing this day might be different.

The first car approaches; a shiny blue Lexus. He hears the smooth downward glide of the automatic window.  Offering a gap-toothed smile, longing for acceptance, he is instead assaulted by the ever common, “Get a job!” with a few choice curses thrown in.  As the driver pulls away, throwing gravel behind him, the old vet notices the “Proud to be an American!” sticker on the rear window of the vehicle. Returning to his backpack, he lowers himself to the ground feeling throbbing phantom pains in his missing left arm.  He closes his eyes and waits.

Then, more rumbling; and hope.  Gathering all the pride he can muster, he rises from his pack and holds his sign to the road, his grumbling stomach giving credence to his silent pleading.  The Suburban rolls to a stop; the pungent smell of exhaust nauseates him.  For the second time today, the window of opportunity rolls down.  This time he sees a family inside, beautiful, just the like the family he once had. The memories rush in like a mudslide. Dressed in fancy clothes (had they just been to church?) the parents offer sympathy smiles.  He hears one of the children inquire about his stench, his missing forearm; he eyes the burgeoning bags of groceries in the last leather seat. The man at the wheel extends his hand, carefully avoiding contact, and gives him something with the words “God has a Wonderful Plan for your Life!” across the cover.  Graciously, the vet receives the tract and watches them drive away.  He stuffs the booklet in his pocket of his bag along with the old ones he has stored there.  He wonders why all these people try to save his soul but forget to feed his body.

Enough for today. He has been begging a short time but the exhaustion is overwhelming.  Deciding to pack up and set out for the place he calls home, he is sure his cardboard hut he is disintegrating in this never-ending drizzle.  Maybe some of his luckier buddies will have turned in early as well; and maybe they will have food left to share with him.  Turning from his post on the corner, he hears it, the deafening rumble of the Harley approaching.  Mesmerized by the shiny chrome of the bike, he stops and watches the driver maneuver it towards him.  The heavily tattooed and pierced rough rider extends his hand for a handshake.  “Wanna get a bite to eat?” the motorcycle man motions towards the nearby deli.   The lonely vet climbs on the open seat behind the “spiky-haired” savior, his tears and his gratefulness overflowing with the now-pouring rain.

 “And the King will answer them, ‘I assure you: Whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers of Mine, you did for Me.’"

Matthew 25:40

Molly's Miracle

This is Molly.

Molly is almost 16 years old and is a dingy-looking, part-white, part-tan, part-Siamese, outdoor cat that Tess got for her 5th birthday.  As a kitten, Molly was a super cute ball of fur.  Now she is a bigger ball of fur--or more specifically--lots of balls of fur matted together.

Recently, Molly appeared to be on death’s doorstep so I brought her into the house and put her into hospice.

The first days in animal hospice, Molly drank massive amounts of water, ate very little food, and slept most of the time.  She seemed unusually unsteady, her back legs wobbled when she walked, and her mouth and nose were a stained a weird brown color.  And she was kind of disgusting; every time she sneezed--which was excessively often--slime poured out of her nose (in fact, she kind of oozed slime out of her face in those first days--think Gary the snail on Sponge Bob). Being relatively sure that these were Molly’s last days, we (meaning me, since the children came home each day and emotionlessly asked, “Is Molly dead yet?”) tried to provide her with palliative care; furminating her dirty white coat as often as possible and saying comforting and entirely untrue things to her (like, "Aren't you a pretty kitty"). That first week, Molly did nothing but slowly creep out of her bed to drink water, eat a little food, or use the litter box, and then she would painstakingly creep back in and fall asleep. Then one day, maybe day eight in kitty hospice, I came home from work and Molly was missing. Her basket was empty and I was sure she had wandered off to hide herself under a bed and die with dignity.  But, just as I was taking my coat off, feeling a bit sentimental about the time she spent with us (and remembering the time she gave up several of her lives as a kitten when she almost gotten eaten by a dog), Molly jogged through the living room as if she had not a care in the world, holding her tail high.  Obviously, she must have been feeling better and decided to take a field trip to Tess’ room to lounge upon the green chair—the green chair which requires jumping to lie upon. Molly had not been jumping previously.  Molly had barely been walking. When she did walk, it was this wobbly, uncoordinated sort of gait that made her look like she was drunk. 

So now (probably week 4 in unnecessary hospice), with her remarkable transformation, and her impenetrable defense of what she deems “her room” when the other cats come inside, I am beginning to wonder if Molly was just recovering from a nasty hangover for that first week.  Maybe that’s why she was so thirsty when I first brought her in (alcohol is a diuretic) and why her face was stained brown (The Mexican Tequila in the pantry seems to have been opened…and drunk??).  Maybe she has been privately drinking for years but recently became so depressed that she tried to end it all and failed.  Max and Shamgar (yes that is his real name—Judges 3:31—look it up) would be a difficult duo with which to create compassionate community—especially when they dethroned 'the Queen' (Molly's former--and maybe current--view of herself) from her loft—and forced her to hang out in the plastic doghouse on the ground.  Maybe Molly has been depressed for years and was really crying out for help in the only way she knew how—self-destruction. 

Or maybe, and here’s my other theory, as she seems to be as spry as a spring chicken lately, maybe she has been secretly plotting her permanent import into the big house and decided that she would feign death.  She has always ALWAYS wanted to be an indoor cat, and maybe she decided that self-mutilation/starvation/dirtiness would win her the prize she coveted. Maybe. But now that I have discovered her deception and/or substance abuse/dependence, I am watching her closely and have installed a hidden camera in the mud room to track her movements. So far, so good.  I also put the inhalants out of reach.  She does, however, seem to sneak around at night.  I hear her little toenails click-clicking on the hardwood while I sleep and wonder what she is up to and why she has the need to traverse the entire house and why she thinks it is a good idea to use Cole's Witte Travel bag as a porta-potty or Shay's pillow as a slobber distribution site.

Regardless of the method of her madness, I do believe Molly thinks that she has won.  She, a former "Outside Cat" has now achieved the coveted  status of "Indoor Pet"; she has pushed her boundaries, pulled out all the stops, and humiliated herself to the point of being distasteful. And, though I think she is sober now, I've been thinking of signing her up for AA just to keep her out of trouble...and out of the house...which is where she will be again when the weather gets warm...except she doesn't know that...and I'm not about to tell her for fear she will again fall into patterns of self-loathing.

It's not sayonara yet for Mol; she has personally checked herself out of hospice and into happiness. It's a (temporary) dream come true!

Long live the Queen!

Now if I could just teach her to use a hankie.



For more adventures with Molly, check out a few more of her imperfections here and see pictures of her modestly bathing (she actually does this??) here.

Surrender

I complain.

Really.  It's a problem.

I complain when my kids don't load their dishes into the dishwasher.  I complain when they load them into the dishwasher but don't do it with the Tetris-like exactness that I require.  I complain that something is wrong with the scale when it shows me numbers I don't like.  I complain when I am dieting so I can like those numbers better. I complain when I have to do burpees at boot camp.  I complain when I sleep in and miss boot camp.  I complain about my job.  I complained about not having a job before I had one.

Seriously.  Can I not be content?

I can, but I have to choose it.  And to choose contentment, I have to forget myself. And live as Jesus lived,
Who, being in very nature God,
    did not consider equality with God something to be used to his own advantage;
rather, he made himself nothing
    by taking the very nature of a servant,
    being made in human likeness.
And being found in appearance as a man,
    he humbled himself
    by becoming obedient to death—even death on a cross! (Phil 2:6-8)

I complain because I think too much of myself.  But Jesus didn't do this; even though He was God, he choose to live in the skin of a man and be a servant to those who rejected Him.  He was silent when He could have been defensive.  He was soft when he could have been harsh.  He was obedient when it wasn't appealing.  He choose death so we could live.

Jesus had every right to complain that this world was full of darkness, that these people were ungrateful, that these religious folk wrongly portrayed Him, that He had to do what was hard.

But He didn't complain because He was confident in God's will for His life.  He didn't complain because The Son is the radiance of God’s glory and the exact representation of his being, sustaining all things by his powerful word (Hebrews 1:3).  God doesn't complain, thus Jesus is a non-complainer; He is an exact representation of His Father.  I, too, am supposed to be a representation of my Father, so why am I complaining?  Because I haven't fully surrendered my will to Him.  Because sometimes I think my life is too hard.  Because I am lazy and habits are hard to change.

So, what will I do about my complaining habit?  

1.  I will purpose to take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ (2 Cor. 10:5)

2.  I will remember that I am to be about God's glory and not my own because He must become greater; I must become less (John 3:30).

3.  I will memorize verses like this to help me:  Do everything without grumbling or arguing, so that you may become blameless and pure, children of God without fault in a warped and crooked generation (Phil. 2:14-15)

4.  And I will recall Who I am to be reflecting; We all, with unveiled faces, are looking as in a mirror at the glory of the Lord and are being transformed into the same image from glory to glory; this is from the Lord who is the Spirit (2 Cor. 3:18).

Any maybe, by God's grace and with His help (and yours, please ask me how I'm doing), I will be non-complainer by February 2015 and a more accurate picture of my Father.  

It's a choice.

I surrender.

But godliness with contentment is great gain. 

1 Timothy 6:6

Working for His Glory

Lest you think that I am promoting antinomianism (lawlessness; living in such a way as to imply that the Law is bad and/or useless) because of my last post, and lest I fall off the wagon of discipline because I am immersed in the luxury of God’s grace, I write today’s post to help myself understand the reason I still must strive for growth in my Christian walk.  Here goes…

So, if I am covered in Christ’s Robe of Righteousness, and if God sees me as perfect and forgiven and clean, and if I can do nothing to earn or reject His love, then why should I do anything at all?  If I suffer no condemnation in Christ Jesus (Romans 8:1) and my un-payable debt has been canceled by Jesus’ death on the cross (Colossians 2:14), should I still be required to work out my salvation with fear and trembling (Philippians 2:12)? 

The unequivocal answer is “YES!”  Here’s why:

Let’s go back to Romans 5:20-21 where Paul says, “But where sin increased, grace increased all the more, so that, just as sin reigned in death, so also grace might reign through righteousness to bring eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord” and 6:1-2, “What shall we say then?  Shall we go on sinning so that grace may increase?  By no means!  We died to sin; how can we live in it any longer?”  So, it’s obvious in scripture that:

1) God’s grace is sufficient for all of our sin;

2) In our old life without Christ, sin reigned, but in our newfound life in Christ, (because of grace) righteousness is to reign;

3) Righteousness through Jesus brings eternal life;

4) When we accept Jesus as our Savior, we are to “die to sin”;

3) We shouldn’t abuse grace by choosing to live in sin (live for ourselves alone) when we have been freed from it.

That brings us back to our main point:  We have been made righteous through Christ and we are to live in a different way because of this.  How does this look? I think it spurs us to action.  I think it looks like this:

In the Westminster Catechism, the question of man’s purpose is addressed in question 1:

Question 1. What is the chief end of man?
Answer: Man’s chief end is to glorify God, and to enjoy him forever.

If our purpose in life is to glorify God, how are we to do that?  With good works!  The Westminster also explains this reality:

Question 16.2  Are good works necessary in the life of a Christian?

Answer:  These good works, done in obedience to God’s commandments, are the fruits and evidences of a true and lively faith; and by them believers manifest their thankfulness, strengthen their assurance, edify their brethren, adorn the profession of the Gospel, stop the mouths of the adversaries, and glorify God, whose workmanship they are, created in Christ Jesus thereunto, that, having their fruit unto holiness, they may have the end, eternal life.

So this means that the work of God’s free grace enables me, and you, to show the expression of my love and obedience to God THROUGH MY GOOD WORKS!  Now these good works SHOULD NOT be confused with justification.  Justification is the work of God’s free grace, and we can do nothing to earn or deserve it.  It is this work of God’s free grace that enables us to express our devotion and our love THROUGH good works.  Good works do not give us salvation, God’s free grace does.

When we bear fruit then (when we practice spiritual disciplines and put them into practice), we glorify God!  Tullian Tchividjian says, in his book, One Way Love that “We read the Bible and pray and go to church and partake of the sacraments, because it is in those places that God reminds us that things between Him and us are forever fixed.  They are the rendezvous points where God declares to us concretely that the debt has been paid, the ledger put away, and everything we need, in Christ we already possess.”

The primary requirement, then, for producing good fruit, is a longing after God…a desire to make His name great.  So, we go about completing these good works (that God prepared in advance for us to do according to Ephesians 2:10) by asking for Him to enable us, by immersing ourselves in Him.  We do NOT succeed and attain victory over sin by the strength of our will alone.  When we do this, we are worshipping our own will power—not the power of Christ.  Our own will power is fallible, but Christ’s power never fails.  Henri Arnold puts it this way, “As long as we think we can save ourselves by our own will power, we will only make the evil in us stronger than ever.”

So, my conclusion (assisted by Richard J. Foster in the book The Spiritual Disciplines) is this,  “The Disciplines allow us to place ourselves before God so that he can transform us…This is the way with the Spiritual Disciplines—they are a way of sowing to the Spirit.  The Disciplines are God’s way of getting us into the ground; they put us where he can work within us and transform us.  By themselves, the Spiritual Disciplines can do nothing; they can only get us to the place where something can be done.  They are God’s means of grace…Spiritual growth is the purpose of the Disciplines.”

There you have it folks, an annotated dissertation on my journey through the question of good works.  Do I need to do them? Yes!  Does my salvation rely on them? No! How do I do them?  Through God’s grace and not my own power!   What is their purpose? To help me to glorify God! 

And that is my chief aim:  To Glorify God and to make Him known.  And it ought to be your aim too, if He has saved you. 

So, first, bask in His grace that requires nothing of you, and then, go make Him known by giving everything in you. 

The Bottom Line: Your works, enabled by Grace, show your love for Him.  And just like you, God longs to be adored. 

Let’s make Him famous, shall we?

 In the same way, let your light shine before others, that they may see your good deeds and glorify your Father in heaven.

Matthew 5:16