So I got a new pup, y’all, and his name is Jet; partially
because he is all black and partially because my husband is a pilot. Clever, eh? I know I said I WOULD NOT get a puppy again because puppies
are SO MUCH WORK. But I did. And I like him even though he always
bites me with his sharp little teeth. Jet and I have been taking long sunrise
walks in the morning and he has been teaching me some things about God. Let me share them with you this
Christmas.
1. When Jet and
I starting walking together, he was unsure of his surroundings and when I
would let him off leash, he would stay so close to me that when I looked around
I couldn’t find him. He would be
so near my legs that he was almost an extension of myself. And I started to
think that that’s how we should be in our own lives. Lesson Learned: We should walk so closely with our
Father that we “hide in Him”. Our
steps should so closely match our Father’s that when people look at us, they
see Him. "For you died, and your life is now hidden with Christ in
God." Colossians 3:3
2. When we
first got Jet, he was so new and small that I was very protective of him and
kept him inside, catering to his every need. But as he has gotten older and more destructive, we have
moved him to his outdoor kennel and he has adjusted well. Sometimes, when I have to leave him for
hours, I worry that he will be unhappy and say to himself, “I have been in this
kennel for soooo long and no one has come to visit me!” But that thinking is
not accurate because dogs are not people.
People can reason and worry.
Dogs mostly just chew and sleep. Dogs accept their situation and are
happy when someone shows up. They
don’t wear watches nor think of the future because dogs are not people. Often, I make this same mistake with
God. Lesson Learned: Sometimes I expect God to do things in a certain
order, or work out situations the way that I believe best because I suspect
that God thinks like a person. But
God is not a person and He does not get anxious or tired.
His mind is limitless and infinite; and when I limit God to my intellectual
understanding of how he “should” act, I perceive Him wrongly. "God
is not human, that he should lie, not a human being, that he should change his
mind. Does he speak and then not act? Does he promise and not fulfill?" Numbers
23:19
3. Jet
bites me—a bunch!—with his little razor sharp puppy teeth. No matter what I do to tell him that
this is a bad (and painful) action, he continues to bite and bite and
bite. He does this because he
hasn’t learned to control himself or his impulses. He also does it because he wants to do what he wants to do. He thinks he is the Alpha. I make him
submit to me every day, several times a day, and I hold his little furry snout
shut and say, “You are not the Alpha.
I am the Alpha.” And then
when I let him go, he bites me again.
What Jet doesn’t seem to comprehend is that I am much bigger and
stronger and powerful than he is—at least for now—and I feed him, or I
don’t. He has no idea of the power
I actually wield and choose not to display. Do we not show the same disrespect to God? Lesson
Learned: God is the
all-powerful Creator of the Universe, but often I forget His pre-eminence and “bite
and nip” and complain about my life.
I do what I want to do, and I treat Him like a glorious vending
machine. God holds the power in
his hands to sustain me or drop me, and yet, I keep on pretending that I am
stronger. How foolish to bite the
hand that feeds me! "See now that I myself am he! There is no god besides
me. I put to death and I bring to life, I have wounded and I will heal, and no
one can deliver out of my hand."
Deuteronomy 32:39
4. I really
like Jet. And Jet has made me so
happy amidst my grief about losing Neo.
I find joy and purpose in taking care of him and having him trust
me. My life is better because I
have a puppy. I am truly
fulfilled. Lesson Learned: What’s
to say that Jet couldn’t disappear out of my life tomorrow unexpectedly just as
my last dog did? Nothing. I have no guarantee of his
existence. My hope cannot be in
this dog, or any dog, or any thing for that matter, except in Jesus Christ who
chose to break through our time and space and be born as a baby at
Christmas. This same Lord is the
one who surrendered Himself to a cross so my sins could be removed and grace could be
given unabashedly. If I put my hope in Jet, I will be saddened, but my hope in
my God will last. "This hope will not disappoint us, because God's love has
been poured out in our hearts through the Holy Spirit who was given to us." Romans 5:5
Merry Christmas to all of you from Jet and all of us!
Valuable and thoughtful lessons shared. Jet is a beuty. K Baxter Packwood's other half.
ReplyDeleteAnother thing about #4 is the same reason why God has taken the energy, effort, and love of creating us as humans. God created us intentionally because he knew how great of relationships that could be formed. If God decided to have never created mankind, Jesus wouldn't have had to suffer but God wouldn't have the joy of genuine, free worship. You knew he cost of getting another dog, but ultimately you too recognized how the benefits outweigh the costs.
ReplyDeleteThanks for sharing this blog! Super good reminders!
Wonderful and inspiring post, and Jet is adorable!
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