Hey y’all!
Sorry I’ve been missing for a while. I just returned from a warm and sunny trip to wonderful
Cancun, Mexico. Brent and I stayed
at a beautiful resort and read millions of books and lay in the sun for hours
on end.
And I got a massage from Jesus.
Now, it wasn’t the Jesus that you and I are both thinking
of, but nonetheless, I thought it was pretty cool that Jesus was my
masseuse—even if he was a short 20-year-old Mexican boy. And I got to pondering that, as
Americans, we all want a massage from Jesus, don’t ya think? We want that touch from our Savior, but
only if it feels good to us—only if it is soothing to our spirits. If the hand of God hurts our ego or
makes us uncomfortable in any way, we want to get out from under the pressure.
And we beg God to stop.
That’s kind of my life lately—lots of uncomfortable pressure
from Jesus hand to conform me to His image. And, I’ve not been a great participant. In fact, I’ve pretty much been kicking
and screaming to Him about how uncomfortable my situation is and wishing He
would just stop the whole refining thing because I’m seeing just how ugly and
sinful and proud I really am. And
that, my friends, feels like a kick in the seat of my pants, not a relaxing
massage.
But, if I would be still for a while and sit at Jesus feet,
I might just remember His promise that
“He who began a good work in me will carry it on to completion until the
day of Christ Jesus.” (Philippians 1:6).
And I just might recall that this whole completion thing requires me to
change. And then I might realize
that this changing of myself will actually be good because it will make me
reflect Jesus more and more…and Tori less and less. Haven’t I read somewhere that suffering produces
perseverance and perseverance produces character and
character produces hope (maybe in Romans 5:3-4)? And isn’t hope exactly what I need when I am feeling God’s
heavy hand? I think so.
And though I’d rather have a massage from Jesus, the
pressure He has allowed in my life lately is ultimately so much better. Slowly, but surely, with His
ever-skillful hands, He is molding and making me into who He intends me to
be.
Sometimes it’s hard for me to keep all this in
perspective. Sometimes I just see
to the end of my day, not to the end of all days. But God has long vision. He sees how our trials in this life will conform us to His
image and help us truly understand our enormous need for a Savior.
Bottom line?
We need to quit our bellyachin’.
We need to trust Him
when we’re struggling.
And we need to stop
begging for a massage from Jesus.
And
all the people said,
“Amen!”
The path of the righteous is like the first gleam of dawn, shining ever brighter until the full bright of day.
Proverbs 4:18
The path of the righteous is like the first gleam of dawn, shining ever brighter until the full bright of day.
Proverbs 4:18
Amen! First your video (from church two weeks ago) and then this blog post . . . God has used both to speak nearly exactly to my current reality. Thankful for you, Tori!
ReplyDeleteIsn't He awesome?!! I love it that God formed my thoughts and encouraged me to speak them and write them down to meet your need! Thanks so much for the encouragement!
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